an ordinary life

Another day another winge- thats all I seem to do in here lately. Sorry, feel free to skip right on to a more exciting blog.

I am so over this parenting gig this week, So Mel there you go, not so perfect after all! I think I have figured out the problem, I NEED so many hours of ME time a day and I have not been getting it, today I managed 20mins, which was just long enough to scull down a iced coffee and check in on EB. I cant handle kids that loss their hats, lunch boxes, drink bottles ect I swear they would leave their heads at school if they could just work out how! Then there is Maddison with her homework, I turn my back for 2 seconds, and she goes off into fairy land and stuffs it! Jacob 2 days running has not eaten morning tea because he thought they werent allowed to eat cake at school, where are the teachers and how come no-one has noticed he is not eating morning tea? And guess what in the morning you can bet there will be screaming, yelling and tears because niether of them appear to be able to get ready with out someone glareing down their backs.
I dont want to be the mean cranky nasty mother who everyone hates!

Then there is the farm- Oh far out I am so glad that after this week we will never have to go out there again cos really I am so over the whole lot!

Now I have to go and cook dinner bath the kids and somehow find the strenght to keep it together at least until Brad gets home.

Seriously need to scrap tonight- oh YEAH Cold Case is on, I can scrap while brad watches that :)

On a good note, just cos life's not really all that bad- I ordered Basic Grey Blush papers last night, so they will be here next week right in time for me to be able to do something hopefully amazing with them.
I have also picked out some stuff to get at Scrapframes but that will wait until the April Kit is released, cant wait for that. Then I think I am going to treat myself to a monthly subscription, as a way to ensure I keep scrapping when the baby is here. Everyone keeps telling me that I cant expect to be able to do anything for me when I have 4 kids and be damned- I will bloody find time to do something for me if it kills me!