an ordinary life

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

Hear that? that is me screaming at myself to do something, anything on this long long list of things I need to get done!
I have absolutly no motivation what so ever this week, it hasnt helped that I feel crap and swear this baby just changed sex. You see my theroy is its a boy because I havent been sick ect, I wasnt with Jacob either but this week man I have had it, Not that I have terrible morning sickness but I just feel blugh and indergestion has certinaly caught up with me, from the minute I put food in my mouth in the morning til sometime in the wee hours of the next morning I suffer from indergestion. It must have hair!

So anyway I now have 11 weeks, well we'll say 12 cos we all know I will go over right.. so 12 weeks to get up to date 3 scrapbooks
12 weeks to scrap this pile of totally CRAP photos of which I am blameing for my total loss of motivation.
12 weeks to scrap all the good photos I want to scrap that have nothing to do with anything else that I have to do in that same 12 weeks.
12 weeks well less actually cos it aint 12 weeks til mothers day- so however many weeks that is to make mum's mothers day pressent and think of something for MIL as well.
And the same amount of time to do the star albums for Ryn- have to check to see if thats still a goer.

You would think I have nothing else better to do then scrap, but on top of all that I also have 3 kids a husband and a house to deal with. Wouldnt it be nice to just take a day off sometimes? Maybe then tomorrow you could stand to face all the stuff you have to do. Like right now I should be cleaning the house, but I just cant stand to face doing it, so I will vacum at some stage today and that will be that. Pathetic I know!

I cant beleive I allow myself to put this much pressure on, why why why do I do it???
Maybe if I cleaned up my scrap desk I would feel more like doing something on it, maybe I need to set my self a challenge. Right challenge for today CLEAN UP DESK!!!

Thankfully I have a scrap pack arriving in a few days, maybe that will be the motivation I need.
Also I am thankful that today is thursday and that means it is close enough to the weekend to get into weekend mode- it is right?? Well anyway I am going to, Saturday we will clean up, get all the stuff in the roof that was ment to be done last weekend and then we will be able to walk thorough the hallway again, which will be exciting in it self, Sunday I am spending doing not much of anything...which wont be entirely different freom the rest of my week but hey its sunday!

Righto off to make a list, I work better with a list, I think I will list all the things I want to get done this week and then I will at least feel like I am getting somewhere!